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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Endless possibilities

The morning you wake up(actually for me it was the middle of the night) and realize your life is and has changed completley is something that can be shocking, exciting, depressing, or extremly scary. I think I'm in the spot of in between. My options are overflowing and making a decision could possibly be the hardest thing I have ever done. It has been such a relief to have those around me near and far be so supportive. Thank you to you all.
I wish I was here...

Monday, October 13, 2008

I must be crazy.


I signed up for a 1/2 marathon today. AM I CRAZY!? The 1/2 marthon is planned to happen on January 18, 2009. Wish me luck in training!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

My Authentic Self

I have been tagged by my pretty Sarah and must say that I was in awe of her blog on her authentic self. Your authentic self is explained to be the moments when a person is at peace, is not being judged by another or even god and may even be completely self-unaware. A time when a person is simply existing as themselves without push or pull. A feeling that what ever it is that a person is doing at that time is what they were meant to be doing, like the color of your eyes and the inability you have to change that fact about yourself. (I took your explanation friend- but it was so good!)
When I first thought of my authentic self, I thought about the beach. I thought about the emotional peace I recieve when on a beach. Taken in by the sound of the waves and the feel of the sand.



The second part of me I thought of as my authentic self is when I am with children. The overwhelming acceptance kids give is only natural for them and it is such an awesome part of my life. I am so self-unaware when I am with kids, I am so in awe of them and their existence. They are so perfect and have no idea.











Thursday, October 9, 2008

In Memory of Toby


My sweet Toby. It has been one year since the worst day of life. The day that I knew he wasn't coming back through the door after running outside to chase whatever it was he always chased. He loved to run, to follow his nose, to ignore everything around him and follow the scent he caught. He was never good off the leash. There were so many times I found myself running down Beaver St. towards the busy Route 66, but he always seemed to dodge the cars. On October 9th 2007 he decided he was not finished outside and took off out the door. Sadly he was struck by a car. A car that did not stop to see if he was ok. When we arrived to the scene of his accident no one was there. Hit and run. Poor pup. After almost getting hit myself, Michael walked out in to traffic to pick up his limp body and brought him to the curb so I could say goodbye. We barried him in Prescott, next to Magic kitty. He loved Prescott, he loved the freedom to just "be" out there. He belongs there. We miss you Tob-a-lobe, Toby One, Tobers, Tobes... you are remembered always.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tattooooooooo

I have this vision of a tattoo I want to get. The only thing is...I can't draw. I have all these thoughts in my head and wish I could constuct it in to something beautiful to put on my body. Here is my vision, close your eyes...wait you wouldn't be able to read. Crap. Ok...A beach, not just any beach, the most beautiful beach in the world (Hawaii). Footprints in the sand where the water breaks, a sea turtle somewhere in the mix(hidden meaning for me), shells, sunrise, sunset, palm trees, plumeria in there somewhere, waves, sail boat. I'm sure there is more that I can't think of at the moment. But I need help. Any ideas? I am really set on this and want to get it sooner than later.

Some pictures...









I like these types of shells to choose from.





I really like the turtle in this one. NOT THE WHOLE THING! Don't worry.

I don't want any bright colors...I want it to be like this one










Palm tree pic

words

Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness.

To the worldyou are someone, but to someone you are the world.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Snowflake, AZ


Last year we headed to Alpine, AZ to join our old family friends for the 90th birthday party of the closest thing I have to a grandpa. This year the party was at Beth's (my mom's close friend)house in Snowflake, AZ. I figured out it had been about 7-8 years since I had been there to visit. My mom and I use to go out there all the time to hang out with the hippies and play in the dirt! This house brought back so many good memories for me. I use to follow Sarah and Mike around hoping they would let me hang out with them and their friends! It was a lot of fun to be grown up and be a part of the group! Everyone is either married or has a baby, so I felt a little left out in that aspect but I got over it after a few beers and some drunk hula hoopin'. Bohdi cracked me up with his pigeon walk/hula hooping. Sarah impressed us all with her champion hula hooping abilities. Mikey had a case of the "oh my gosh's" when Sarah and I were laughing and joking about everything going on in the house, annoyed brother syndrome. The night ended with a fight that no one knew what happened and lots of laughing in the middle of the kitchen at 2am.



I had a blast playing with Sarah's baby girl during the day and trying to get her to speak spanish. I finally got her to say "Hola Mama." Shelby is such an observant child. She pretty much repeats everything you say. It's like having a mini-me. My mom and I had some good times and chats on the way to and from Snowflake. We talked politics, work, boys, and dogs! Thank you everyone for such a fun weekend! I look forward to grandpa's birthday.



Oh and Sarah, Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.